Anyone who’s read my blog lately will know that three months ago I bought my first house. Since then, most of my free time has gone into making it a home (and thus my excuse for not blogging more regularly). Lately, I have been setting up my studio, where I make my art: mixed media, collage and drawings. There’s something nice about setting up your old studio in a new place. It’s both a reflective and a refreshing time. In a way, it isn’t much different than the changes I’ll be going through once we have a new CEO in my org.
I loved my old studio, it was better than the prior one because I had extra shelves and a table with casters I can roll around to maximize space. That’s not to say it couldn’t have been better, but once I set it up, I focused on making work – not on changing it around all the time. The same thing happens with organizations, right? But while I can change anything I want in my studio, that’s not usually the case in a corporate environment.
There, what seem like simple decisions can become difficult to implement. Many of my projects end up looking very different than when first conceived – be it a matter of time, funding, priorities, you name it. Some things never get done. As the list of projects gets longer, so does the number of things you haven’t been able to change. Perhaps you don’t add as many new ideas to the list. Perhaps you wait for the new fiscal year to make a new list. Perhaps, like in our case, you wait for a new CEO.
Suddenly, you get “the new boss”. You are hopeful they will bring about change, but you are also skeptical, maybe even a little cynical, and if you are like me, you start getting a little defensive. Maybe you try to lay blame on budget cuts, or a vendor, or an old piece of software. You worry whether your staff will be safe, whether you’ve made the right political moves within the organization, and whether any of that will matter to the new CEO.
You know the new boss will ask a lot of questions about why things are the way they are. You’ll have to explain how previous years’ events affected the decisions that lead you to this point. You have to think about why you hung the studio shelves to the right instead of to the left, why your storage bins are piled up as they are, why your sketchbooks are so disorganized. And so the budget cuts, the staff cuts, the changing priorities, all those things that you never though were “your fault” somehow end up being “your portfolio” when a new CEO walks in. Yikes.
All of these change management issues seem rather selfish and petty when you consider the big picture: are we serving our customers the best way possible? Are we living up to our mission? Either we are, or we’re not.
It’s like making art, when it’s done, your work is either strong or it’s not. When people walk into the gallery and look at your work, they should not care what tools you used, if they were new or old, if you had enough money to buy the best paper or if you substituted, if you framed it yourself or outsourced it. Why should anyone care? It’s your work that matters, not the tools you used and not the circumstances under which you made it.
But getting a new CEO does afford you that opportunity to make significant changes going forward. Unlike in my little studio, having the right tools and resources does make a difference in a corporate environment. Circumstances (and organizational culture) do matter if changing them will help deliver a better product, a better service.
So I’m going to continue working on my studio at home, and hope to do the same at work. The new studio isn’t going to be completely different, of course. I still have my trusty old table that I’ve had for years. It’s good, it works, and it’s not going away. I’ll still have the same pictures of my grandparents hanging on the wall. But I do need more shelves, and I should re-organize my drawing papers. It’s time to dust off my art books and remind myself of how the old masters did their best work, sharpen those pencils again and get back to work with a renewed sense of excitement!






